Tuesday, January 06, 2009

I was about to fall asleep..and took a short nap at 8+...when i suddenly woke up again..boo...so i think today i might sleep late again...

Anyway, yesterday was 'happening'... I was all in the mood to get back to working mode...but...to my dismay, I fall sick yesterday...:(

Yesterday morning when i woke up, i felt nausea..but i ignored..cos sometimes when i dont have enough sleep, i tend to have the puky feeling when i wake up early in the morning...and so, i ignored the puky feeling...and went to work...when i reached woodlands, i start to feel a little unwell, but was thinking...aiyah mayb i not used to waking up early...and plus i slept at 2+ am, it was normal to feel a little unwell...and when i reach yew tee, i was perspiring...and feeling wobbly...and when at bukit gomak...i feel like puking...and still, i thought mayb i was just a little unwell...until...i reach jurong east...and start puking on the platform(which is not i wanted) but i couldnt hold back...I almost puke in the train...and many people were blocking my way...and I almost wanted to tell them to give way if not i might puke on them,,but yet afraid that if i do so, i will puke while talking..

Anyway, when i puke at the platform, not a single soul stop by and check if i was fine...it was as though puking was like a normal day to day thing which can be simply ignored...and cos i didnt have any tissue with me..and i still feel very pukish, i dashed out of the control station and to the nearest toilet..seriously speaking, i felt a little sad...or should i say disappointed...how can singaporeans be so heartless? Not to mention this poly/uni student girl, who was practically sitting on the seats on the platform, looking at me puke...what the hell right

Thereafter, i was still contemplating if i should go to work...cos i didnt want people to assume that i was absent from work cos i merely wanted an additional day of rest...and i think someone did say something today to me, like oh, u only fall sick after holidays huh...but i did try my best to explain my situation...

Luckily, i heed Omar's advice n headed home..cos my head was heavy...legs wobbly..and...i was still feeling pukish and when i got home, i got diarrhea..n i lie on my bed for 3 hours before bringing myself to the doctor...though my stomach still feels a little weird, legs still wobbly, n having headache..but i am much much better today :)

Btw something mentioned in the little nonya show last night is really meaningful...

the one who is good to you might not be the one you love..and the one you love might not be good to you...but at the end of the day, the choice is yours..how true..

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