Hmm...hmmm...for the first time...in 2,3 weeks, i am feeling quite emo..sighz...i think i should sleep now and stop being emo...all because of the million dollar stars today...today's episode is kinda emo...there was this girl, who sang a song, dedicated to her dad...who passed away when she was about 10 or so...she was crying...when she mentioned that...ok, i know, all these are gimmicks..but...i cant help but feel sad...cos it reminds me of my own dad :( just 2,3 days ago, i dreamt that my dad is back at my house...sleeping on the bed...and when i enter the room, he thought i was my younger sis...i got really happy...and called my elder sis to inform her...about my dad...and then, by the time we walked out,my dad was sitting outside, beside my keyboard...smilling...i saw him...and i went over to give him a hug...and i rem i was like crying...tears of happiness...and yes, i miss him...and then he was smilling, once again, at my stupidity..cos many a times, my dad thinks i am like very dumb...as in not stupid...but the closest word, would be innocent...and vulnerable...ya...anyway....wherever he is, i hope, he can see us...and i believe...he is with us....sometimes..n i believe he did see what i did for him...