Please, may the sunshine be back to me again!!!

Ok, hmmm everything is confirmed, and this is so damn depressing...indeed it is...=( Everything that is happening now felt so much like a dream, and I seem to be waiting to wake up from a terrible nightmare..this minute, I thought I woke up already, but to realise the next minute that I am back to the same shit again...How am I to cope with all these shit?God, pls be with me. I need you terribly, at this point of life...Please do pray for me...