Lately I think I am pretty much in a roller coaster mood, sometimes really happy and blessed..and sometimes moody...but the moodiness, to me, is less significant lately, because the good has sort of overwhelm the bad...making things look generally good...but to start with, the bad werent that bad afterall..

Ok..just some explanation...:p the bad...is just some bad feelings that revisited me...because there were people who were once close to me, who came back into my life in a way, and revalidated the points which i suspected was true...among all,is this very person, whom i guess, i totally give up...in fact, perhaps i should just stop contacting him altogether...and if u are reading this, i am sure u know i am talking about u...anyway, I am just disappointed that, when u needed my advise, u can ping me every other day, seeking for my opinion...but on normal days, we are not even friends...so, in that case, why do u even bother to seek advise or even assurance from me whenever u wanna make important decision? N the reason why i dont feel good about it is because, after u get what u want, you will just stop contacting me...u make me feel lousy for having someone so lousy like you as my friend(or whatever u call that)..i am not aunty agony, neither am I your mummy...cos the way u r treating me is definitely not how a friend treats another friend...n seriously, when i think of this, i feel disappointed...n why do i always have to be so obliged? i dont know why!

Anyway, lets just forget about the unhappy stuff...the reason why i am motivated to write this new post is because....i am feeling touched today....this year hasnt been too smooth a year for me....but its times like that...that makes me see people who r there to really touch my soul :) N the most touching part is when, u dont even know them very well, but yet they are taking additional effort to remember you in one way or the other...or do some little gestures...that makes you touched...and i couldnt be more thankful to have met people like this...who makes life wonderful...:) Thanks...for recommending me....thanks for remembering me...to even recommend me :) and...thanks to (a few person especially the fortune teller) for being so encouraging and supportive...thanks to (a few person) who made me feel happy and blessed :) and lastly, thanks to the one up there, who made me meet these people...i m feeling so thankful today :D